...can change drastically at any second..
This may be a scary thing most of the time.. but if you are in the midst of despair and feel like there is no hope left, and you have no energy left to keep struggling and keep going.. just try and sleep through it.. try and forgive yourself and the world and your situation and love yourself.. and trust that something *will* change drastically, suddenly, sooner or later.. any second... and you will be okay.